veeerrrrrrroooooommmm

alright, let's try to figure this out.
my 6 month permit wait is over on the 19th, which just so happens to be the saturday the DMV is closed. it is also closed sundays [20] and monday is martin luther king, jr. day [21], and tuesday [22] i work. so wednesday. wednesday the 23rd is the day i become a legal driver. and i had the day all planned out. i'll get my license, drop my mom [or dad] back off at home, turn around, go up lynn into simi, eventually to simi mall [because i don't like freeways] get a sticker made for my car that looks like this:

and be on my merry old way to swing dance class, which i start tommorrow.

but today my plan is in danger of change. i go into work only to discover i don't work today and the schedule was changed without warning last friday. instead, i work friday 1-5 and of course, next wednesday the 23rd, 3-7. i've already told the boss numerous times about this day, not to mention my availability says no wednesdays because that's the day i schedule tutoring. so i left a note for her that says i can try to come in if no one else can make it.
then i call my drivers training place because i finally got my schedule together to see everything i have going on, and i schedule myself for saturday 5:15-7:15 [and at this very moment i remember that i have babysitting at the church at 7.. crapola. hopefully other people can help out so my 15 minutes doesn't make everything crash.]
anyway, safety first says its good to spread out the lessons by at least 2 weeks. i have less than a week to cram in 5 hours. since i have to meet there on saturday i hope i can explain the situation and get in hours sunday [which i now have to work at 12, according to the new schedule] and monday...if they're open monday.


this just all sucks. my mom's having surgery tommorrow so i pretty much can't get any rides from her, and getting my license in a week would really help everyone out. and of course, it's definately my fault because i spaced the lessons out to much. so now i'm cramming, and it's hard.

well now i have to email my job shadow person, email my internship people and apologize for being too busy to get ahold of them and work on my hours, research my art project -ugh- and try not to freak out...

i want school to be over so bad. then again, people in other countries would love public education. i just have to suck it up and stop being lazy.

peace out girl scouts.

Abracadabra

i'm trying to figure out scholarship info for my trip to europe [austria germany italy greece] but i cannot find my acceptance letter that holds the key to me logging into People to People's OnBoard site. it's really frustrating when i can't remember pass words, or find paper among all this mess that might help out, or when i'm too lazy to do anything about it. i need motivation...but i'm just very tired after being sick unti 2 last night [after a very eventful night involving Juno and drving around the oaks parking lot at the nighttime twelve with security following close behind]


still needing to call work. still having to pull it my art academy project together. but all i'm wanting to do is fly to every imaginable place in the world because they all have something more exciting going on than sitting here, writing this.

Buon Natale

murry christmas e'erbuddy.

Global Scale Issues

so...yeah. welcome to my blogger.
i still have no idea have to use this.


main thing driving me crazy at the moment: my art academy project. due in february. i can't decide if that is a lot of time or hardly any. on one hand, i could be researching it now instead of doubt the topic 'I' *cough my father cough* have chosen. i'm too scared to even approach it because of what people might think of it, and too scared to even reveal it on this brand spanking new blog.

maybe soon i will, but let's just say it relates to a movie called An Inconvenient Truth or Convenient Fiction? http://www.aconvenientfiction.com/